Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Yo ,
today was ok la i guess, cos nth bad and nth that intresting,
hmm well did more project stuff, did tutorial, 1st 2 lessons were canceled ...
ya la so song la supposed to be at 8.00 but today @ 10.00 *woots*
then erm, went to the boring lecture, some lecturers speak as though they are singing some lullaby -_- makes ppl sleep ! like omg ! v.sleepy, but i forced my eyelids open and listen to him. Well at least i learnt sth la ! (claps)
wad else, O yeah ! Bro's B.Day ! HAPPY B.DAY BRO ! ^^
Oh Oh! ... I almost 4got !
there was this lecturer ( not my lecturer ) i saw her in the canteen, she was in the halloween spirit, well believe it r not she was wearing some pointy hat with some long hair hanging from it ( string la ) and then her socks were also those v.high ones with those kinda witchy looking type. i was like .. WOW cool ! unique lo ... BEST PART ... SHE LECTURER LE.... ! ! ! where got such lecturer ard ? LOL onli in NYP ( I THINK ) HAHA ! ^^
i wanted to take a pic but, when she sat down she took off her hat le ... hiaz
well lemme take this chance to say " HAVE A SPOOKEY HALLOWEEN "
Sad thing... we can't go "tricks or treats" in Singapore =(
* BOO *
Burst his feelings at : 9:44 PM
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Yo ,
So 2day is like my frens b.day haha i so happy as if like my b.day lol over liao la Vig ! wake up !!!!! haha. Well all the best for him in years to come =) and may we b frendz 4 life =) yeah
hiaz projects are like part of lifes, however it cre8s so much pain n mis understandin
and we all have our own thoughts well can't say others r wrong and and blame ur self of being worng, feeling emo - ish dam . . .
in lab , teacher going ard grp by grp, which we do our own stuff lol . well discussing la ! wad u thinking ! well webservices my grp onli got 6 barely enough , hiaz ...
just hope something good happens real soon, later having the intresting lecture . . .
So erm ... now doing report home work ... -_- poly aso got home work lor ( 4 those who think poly is for slackers) assignments , projects and tests ...
GRRRRRRRR WADZ THE WORLD COMMING TO ? DON NEED TO MAKE NEW ROBOTS , HUMAN LIFE IS ROBOTIC ... SAME OLD STORY DAILY -_-"
ur heart is supposed to take happiness and sadness , but now every human's heart is toward the left, cos ... too much pain than happiness, dos'nt balance ...
Burst his feelings at : 12:30 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
Yo,
Today was ok, well nth intresting other than that i drew naru, lol i think i'll leave it to u to comment,
here u go ,
comment plz =)
Burst his feelings at : 9:50 PM
Friday, October 26, 2007
Yo,
Presentation today, well letz just say we did a good job, what we did actually paid off, well that dos'nt prove that we can slack ! no way ! this the starting of another hurdle, and therez always another mountain bigger than the 1 u just conquered. And another group had done better than us, well i'm just happy for them =) and for my grp as well =) cos it turned out better than what i expected.
Highlight of the Day : Therez this diagram we drew ourself, i though mine was wrong, end up Dr.Tan say tt 1 is ok. i was like ... lol really ?
some1 asked me " y u always so sian 1 "
hmm ... really mey ? ask the ppl who known me for more than 4yrs *lol*
well meyB i do feel sian these days , many things worry me, i might seem to b smiling but deep inside ...
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#I see ur face in the frame on my desk, it meant a lot, now it means a lot less, it's just a place for the dust in my room to rest#
Burst his feelings at : 9:29 PM
yo ,
sometimes ppl take things too seriously...
So if u r wondering wherez the previous post , i think u know the answer
well... letz just say an eye for an eye , he embrassed me in front of ppl i don know, i embrassed him in front of ppl he don know...
Haha i did'nt take anything to heart, it was just some light hearted fun...
i did that cos i treat tt certain some1 as a friend hav i did such things to a certain some1 who dos'nt talk much to me in class ? ( wad reason i don know... )
Hope tt certain some1 knows where I'm driving @ and the others can actually hint him...
anyways, yesterday was b.ball day as usual we played till lights went off...
1st sentence " wherez vig ?"
2nd sentence "y is there a floating ball ? "
other class ppl join in to say bangala...
Will there ever b an end to this ?
How much insult can 1 heart take ? mind considering ?
they think everything is covered by this sentence " relax ar we don actually mean it "
well if u don mean it then y say ? -_-
# Life is short make frenz not foes #
Burst his feelings at : 10:35 AM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Yo nice to meet u'll again
so today was project day basically sort of done with it ( unless teacher KPKB ) so hmm, signed up for some nokia mobile widget workshop 2mrow -_- sian hope it's interesting and hope i learn usefull stuff from there. Well now on love hina episode ... hmm ... episode 7. Getting more and more intresting. 2mrow 8.00am lesson *takes deep breath* that lecturer better make the lesson intrsting. ok ttz all for now. Chill c u 2mrow.
haha Naru ... looking sian *lol*
if u'r wondering y, cos she failed to get into Tokyo U in her 1st attempt
Burst his feelings at : 9:54 PM
Monday, October 22, 2007
As usual monday blues, boring routine , go school , study , do project , go lunch , more lectures and then come home , home work / project , chat msn and blog. Haha but 2day intresting happened, At the mrt i saw this gal she was like ... WOW ! Thatz all i can say, whoa she had the gothic make up , clothes and the whole package. She was like a doll . My eyes were not obeying me when i wanted them to * haha * Kept looking @ her. Then as i was looking ... she smiled @ me. Her smile was like omg ! so nice with that cute face of hers. Sad thing was that she stays Marsling. Could'nt admire her all the way home. =( sobs
Well hope i c her again on the train on mondays to sweep away my monday blues =)
# We are connected eventhough we were not
ment to be #
Burst his feelings at : 8:50 PM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Yo ,
Haha can kinda say i stop playing game ( semi - active ) but started a new habbit ^^
Watch Anime, well used to do it, a bit la last time , now will be more !
Yaya i know (who cares about wad he's gonna do ) lol
Well 2day my brothers kept slacking don wan study -_-" 2mrow exams
*diao*
We kinda started on our project, well nth much find info nia, cannot find much aso ...
So well ttz about it hope sth fun happens 2mrow =)
watching Love Hina for now ^_^ V
Burst his feelings at : 9:03 PM
Saturday, October 20, 2007
yo all ,
Hmm looks like my project team is showing good signs, I just hope that they have the same mindset till the end of the project and hopefully after that as well. This is because the habits will make them in to a better person.
Somehow even when i listen to the same again and again I don get bored of it. Well currently listening to "My Guardian Angel" by the red jumpsuit apparatus. Super nice song. Hope i can wite a song like tt. ( haha as if ttz gonna happen ) Well the song has like diff meaning when u think about different things when listening to it. Well i don't know how to classify the song, love song ? breakup song ? cos it can mean diff feelings when u think bout the lyrics. I have listened to it like ... 100+ times and still not bored of it yet.
lol looks like this blog is gonna to fail . haha the number of readers seems to b pityfull judging from the stale tag board o.O. Anyways sorri to those who were expecting me to post the last 2 days.
* We r mearly puppets of god *
Burst his feelings at : 9:25 PM
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
this heart can't last long bleeding at this rate ... No more sadness plz...
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Sorri is like a damn powerfull word , anything u do u say sorri u think it solves the problem but does it really solve the prob ? The thing is Sorri solves nth it still leaves the cut bleeding. Empty promises lead to heart breaks.
How come ppl forget what they promosed to u ? and some how just forgot all that u helped them and suddenly they go wif another person. Empty promises. yeah Fake frenz
" u need to take initiative " WTH is that mann ? -_- i ask last sem ppl promise me ...
What happened 2day ? Teacher says u ask late -_-"
Last sem i ask don tell me other ppl last yr ask ? O better they ask about this poly project when they in pri school rite ? WTF LA i bet i ask b4 the other ppl who they add in their grp la . Don wan me ... Say la ...
Think i useless , pathetic , and anything under the sun ttz bad nvm la
haha ppl still tell me ... If u keep pressuring me i don think we can b as close frenz as last time. I was like wow ? he got short term memmory ? No can't b cos he remember other promises he did wif others ... but ...
the promise he made to me he forgot, r did he force himself to forget ?
haha if he takes me in 3 ppl will leave his grp ( as if they told u ) plz la Just push me into the grave wif two others who no 1 wanna do wif rite... C if my grade come out and it's like u know ... Retribution will not spare these few...
" STONE HEARTED FREAKS "
Well God is watching all these i hope he does something good for me r my world is over soon...
i hope other who hevent affected me in anyway do not get offended due to my sweeping statements
he claims i digging of the past , well y did i had to do that ? Cos u forgot the past as well, who helped u , what they did for u and all . Yeah Onli Sec school frenz r truthfull to you . If therez 1 thing i wanna drive into ur head from this blog is that ...
SECONDARY SCHOOL FRENDSHIP IS THE ONE AND ONLI TRUE FRENDSHIP U CAN EVER HAVE
* The human brain seems to b able to forget a lot of promises made to other ppl ( who are like not of any importance to U ) *
Burst his feelings at : 10:34 PM
Discuss about grouping? more like " letz go waste 45mins of our lives"
pointless man...
Whatz there to discuss when ppl already made up their minds b4 discussing ?
what a way to discuss grouping , ... msn ... hightech sia
some ppl toking about grouping some just spamming crap, how to c wad they say ? scroll up ar , how i know ? how i know scarly more crap le ...
Mr X : We say ready we 2 from and we asked who wan join ...
so by the time i reply ... they form team le wif others and the reason for our last sem grp split up we all know the reason y la. don wan mention names.
Go ahead curse me swear me i don giv a dam.
"When people say we form group le" what i hear is "
"We are safe from some ppl, let others die "
whatz the point la, meyB just to fill up for the sake of publishing a post 2day
For me ... Frenz b4 Project
For Many Others ... Project b4 frenz
Highlight of the day : Mr X : My group ppl ppl are all i v.comfortable working wif.
What he forgot to mention is : I would rather back stab my fren, my breaking my promise to him rather than to get him in my grp
If he really cannot work wif me ar ...
I wonder how he did one of the projects wif me .
U think i hao lian i aso don care cos it's the truth ,
when Mr.X was not ard for some reason, i wonder who did the tasks of the leader, for the sake of the group mark. And now he forgets who i am what i had done for him.
Empty promises gets us no where
Well meyB choosing NYP was my biggest mistake, should have followed my true frenz and go to SP r NP. now end up GG
haha worse part is , i though of something which will earn me the hate of many others. Well therez no need for that any more.
Every project i had done, always has at least 1 person who i am not comfortable to work wif. LOL i just pain Sui
*Cursed for life to do stuff wif ppl i am not comfortable working wif*
Burst his feelings at : 5:20 PM
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
It;s a pity to b hated
Secondary school ppl, who knew me since Sec1 tell me hav i ever been lazy in any project ? any assignment ? all i recall is when given some tasks to do i seem to finish in abt 1hr r so (onli some) . Thatz all i remember and since secondary school i haven't changed in terms of doing project.
U guys know when doing project there are some ppl who r head hunted to join thier one's team. Ya those who r like godlike in their studies. But there are the others who are hard working but not topping the class and well deciplined. And there are the others who are ditched no 1 want's them. Another grp are those who join frenz.
For me .. i was never the headhunted when it comes to doing projects nor was i even ditched. Now i know what ppl think of me. I am a sore looser a useless guy. Now i know ...
How pathetic i have been in the eyes of others. Like the ppl left without a grp form a group ? wow like how selfish ppl can be.
I remember advising my fellow classmate on, not to be lazy with work and all cos ppl will not add u in project grp next time. I did that cos i was never lazy and i felt that i was good enough to advise him. fortunately for him he's joining another class for this module.
i never knew a day will come when i get ditched for no reason at all. All people are guilty to reply my msn message of " y don wan stick to same gruop"
U FIND UR TRUE FRENZ WHEN U'R FORMING A PROJECT GROUP . ever realised that ?
Cos i am a fool and u might b one too if u don realise this ASAP
evennow i still ponder over y was i kiked out of the previous grp and was ditched by my "frenz" who where not there when i turned for them.
Well they would rather let me dig my own grave. Good coursemates i hav. I just prey they'll leave me alone at least in my grave.
Burst his feelings at : 4:01 PM
Monday, October 15, 2007
Yo all , yeah back to school 1st day of new sem,
intresting stuff 2day lol
So u c 1st week ma so some lesson e.learn don need go. We c lesson plan say e.learn so we tot no lesson ba then the teacher KPKB ( ttz wad they say ) so like he says he don wanna mark our attendence so yes it's up to our class rep to battle it out wif him *haha* poor guy always being thr tanker. Other that that nyp has gone through a few changes. new tutorial rms ( lvl 6 ) and many more.
bought all the books le. OS book is scary the thickness of it brings out the fear in U seriously.
Lessons starting le projects aso , hiaz it's truely back to old grind.
Same robotic life , go school,come bak,do project,chat,sleep, and the circle con't till friday
&& Life is a Stage in which u and me r actors &&
Burst his feelings at : 10:39 PM
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Yo all
Sundays i always play baminton wif my dad. Ya i know "omg he pays badminton wif his dad?" ttz wad u thinkin rite ... Family time i would say. Nth exciting today,
O yeah School starting 2mrow again !
part of me is like : YAY ! Meet frenz again ( more intresting to happen )
Other part : Ok it's the same old story. ( Miss Holidays ! )
Well no choise ! haha
Kinda bored of holidays as well.
Well School starts @ 9.00am 2mlow so need get good sleep
## In The short period that we r alive letz make love not war ##
Burst his feelings at : 9:19 PM
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Today was a new day ( like duh) [Went out] X2 and i'm like dam tired now
Er Went to some wedding reception damn boring stuff there, it's cos i went
wif my family so like ... er act good boi ! (haha). Venue ? Yishun Safra.
Good Food *rubs stomach* yum
So dad asks me to make a "wedding gift card"
i feel therez like no use for it ?
hmm ... generation gap
So i like did it (if it pleases him)
Yrah ttz all for now folks
Nights
* The world is getting more strange by the day *
Burst his feelings at : 10:32 PM
Friday, October 12, 2007
Hi all
Wow this is like a team effort by my frens and me , w/o frenz we r nth. Their help is like so vital to us. You might think u can do it on your own. Thatz when ur wrong so like i did the skin and then my fren like told me how to make it look better and just as i was pondering on how to embed this skin into the blog another fren came to help. Yea lemme repeat w/o frenz we are nth. I will make sure i update as freq as possible c u all soon.
Burst his feelings at : 6:09 PM
