if u'r wondering y, cos she failed to get into Tokyo U in her 1st attempt
yo all ,
Hmm looks like my project team is showing good signs, I just hope that they have the same mindset till the end of the project and hopefully after that as well. This is because the habits will make them in to a better person.
Somehow even when i listen to the same again and again I don get bored of it. Well currently listening to "My Guardian Angel" by the red jumpsuit apparatus. Super nice song. Hope i can wite a song like tt. ( haha as if ttz gonna happen ) Well the song has like diff meaning when u think about different things when listening to it. Well i don't know how to classify the song, love song ? breakup song ? cos it can mean diff feelings when u think bout the lyrics. I have listened to it like ... 100+ times and still not bored of it yet.
lol looks like this blog is gonna to fail . haha the number of readers seems to b pityfull judging from the stale tag board o.O. Anyways sorri to those who were expecting me to post the last 2 days.
* We r mearly puppets of god *
this heart can't last long bleeding at this rate ... No more sadness plz...
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Sorri is like a damn powerfull word , anything u do u say sorri u think it solves the problem but does it really solve the prob ? The thing is Sorri solves nth it still leaves the cut bleeding. Empty promises lead to heart breaks.
How come ppl forget what they promosed to u ? and some how just forgot all that u helped them and suddenly they go wif another person. Empty promises. yeah Fake frenz
" u need to take initiative " WTH is that mann ? -_- i ask last sem ppl promise me ...
What happened 2day ? Teacher says u ask late -_-"
Last sem i ask don tell me other ppl last yr ask ? O better they ask about this poly project when they in pri school rite ? WTF LA i bet i ask b4 the other ppl who they add in their grp la . Don wan me ... Say la ...
Think i useless , pathetic , and anything under the sun ttz bad nvm la
haha ppl still tell me ... If u keep pressuring me i don think we can b as close frenz as last time. I was like wow ? he got short term memmory ? No can't b cos he remember other promises he did wif others ... but ...
the promise he made to me he forgot, r did he force himself to forget ?
haha if he takes me in 3 ppl will leave his grp ( as if they told u ) plz la Just push me into the grave wif two others who no 1 wanna do wif rite... C if my grade come out and it's like u know ... Retribution will not spare these few...
" STONE HEARTED FREAKS "
Well God is watching all these i hope he does something good for me r my world is over soon...
i hope other who hevent affected me in anyway do not get offended due to my sweeping statements
he claims i digging of the past , well y did i had to do that ? Cos u forgot the past as well, who helped u , what they did for u and all . Yeah Onli Sec school frenz r truthfull to you . If therez 1 thing i wanna drive into ur head from this blog is that ...
SECONDARY SCHOOL FRENDSHIP IS THE ONE AND ONLI TRUE FRENDSHIP U CAN EVER HAVE
* The human brain seems to b able to forget a lot of promises made to other ppl ( who are like not of any importance to U ) *
Discuss about grouping? more like " letz go waste 45mins of our lives"
pointless man...
Whatz there to discuss when ppl already made up their minds b4 discussing ?
what a way to discuss grouping , ... msn ... hightech sia
some ppl toking about grouping some just spamming crap, how to c wad they say ? scroll up ar , how i know ? how i know scarly more crap le ...
Mr X : We say ready we 2 from and we asked who wan join ...
so by the time i reply ... they form team le wif others and the reason for our last sem grp split up we all know the reason y la. don wan mention names.
Go ahead curse me swear me i don giv a dam.
"When people say we form group le" what i hear is "
"We are safe from some ppl, let others die "
whatz the point la, meyB just to fill up for the sake of publishing a post 2day
For me ... Frenz b4 Project
For Many Others ... Project b4 frenz
Highlight of the day : Mr X : My group ppl ppl are all i v.comfortable working wif.
What he forgot to mention is : I would rather back stab my fren, my breaking my promise to him rather than to get him in my grp
If he really cannot work wif me ar ...
I wonder how he did one of the projects wif me .
U think i hao lian i aso don care cos it's the truth ,
when Mr.X was not ard for some reason, i wonder who did the tasks of the leader, for the sake of the group mark. And now he forgets who i am what i had done for him.
Empty promises gets us no where
Well meyB choosing NYP was my biggest mistake, should have followed my true frenz and go to SP r NP. now end up GG
haha worse part is , i though of something which will earn me the hate of many others. Well therez no need for that any more.
Every project i had done, always has at least 1 person who i am not comfortable to work wif. LOL i just pain Sui
*Cursed for life to do stuff wif ppl i am not comfortable working wif*
It;s a pity to b hated
Secondary school ppl, who knew me since Sec1 tell me hav i ever been lazy in any project ? any assignment ? all i recall is when given some tasks to do i seem to finish in abt 1hr r so (onli some) . Thatz all i remember and since secondary school i haven't changed in terms of doing project.
U guys know when doing project there are some ppl who r head hunted to join thier one's team. Ya those who r like godlike in their studies. But there are the others who are hard working but not topping the class and well deciplined. And there are the others who are ditched no 1 want's them. Another grp are those who join frenz.
For me .. i was never the headhunted when it comes to doing projects nor was i even ditched. Now i know what ppl think of me. I am a sore looser a useless guy. Now i know ...
How pathetic i have been in the eyes of others. Like the ppl left without a grp form a group ? wow like how selfish ppl can be.
I remember advising my fellow classmate on, not to be lazy with work and all cos ppl will not add u in project grp next time. I did that cos i was never lazy and i felt that i was good enough to advise him. fortunately for him he's joining another class for this module.
i never knew a day will come when i get ditched for no reason at all. All people are guilty to reply my msn message of " y don wan stick to same gruop"
U FIND UR TRUE FRENZ WHEN U'R FORMING A PROJECT GROUP . ever realised that ?
Cos i am a fool and u might b one too if u don realise this ASAP
evennow i still ponder over y was i kiked out of the previous grp and was ditched by my "frenz" who where not there when i turned for them.
Well they would rather let me dig my own grave. Good coursemates i hav. I just prey they'll leave me alone at least in my grave.
Yo all , yeah back to school 1st day of new sem,
intresting stuff 2day lol
So u c 1st week ma so some lesson e.learn don need go. We c lesson plan say e.learn so we tot no lesson ba then the teacher KPKB ( ttz wad they say ) so like he says he don wanna mark our attendence so yes it's up to our class rep to battle it out wif him *haha* poor guy always being thr tanker. Other that that nyp has gone through a few changes. new tutorial rms ( lvl 6 ) and many more.
bought all the books le. OS book is scary the thickness of it brings out the fear in U seriously.
Lessons starting le projects aso , hiaz it's truely back to old grind.
Same robotic life , go school,come bak,do project,chat,sleep, and the circle con't till friday
&& Life is a Stage in which u and me r actors &&
Yo all
Sundays i always play baminton wif my dad. Ya i know "omg he pays badminton wif his dad?" ttz wad u thinkin rite ... Family time i would say. Nth exciting today,
O yeah School starting 2mrow again !
part of me is like : YAY ! Meet frenz again ( more intresting to happen )
Other part : Ok it's the same old story. ( Miss Holidays ! )
Well no choise ! haha
Kinda bored of holidays as well.
Well School starts @ 9.00am 2mlow so need get good sleep
## In The short period that we r alive letz make love not war ##
Today was a new day ( like duh) [Went out] X2 and i'm like dam tired now
Er Went to some wedding reception damn boring stuff there, it's cos i went
wif my family so like ... er act good boi ! (haha). Venue ? Yishun Safra.
Good Food *rubs stomach* yum
So dad asks me to make a "wedding gift card"
i feel therez like no use for it ?
hmm ... generation gap
So i like did it (if it pleases him)
Yrah ttz all for now folks
Nights
* The world is getting more strange by the day *
Hi all
Wow this is like a team effort by my frens and me , w/o frenz we r nth. Their help is like so vital to us. You might think u can do it on your own. Thatz when ur wrong so like i did the skin and then my fren like told me how to make it look better and just as i was pondering on how to embed this skin into the blog another fren came to help. Yea lemme repeat w/o frenz we are nth. I will make sure i update as freq as possible c u all soon.